Nil :: Solaris letra

Solaris... Since she left I'm sleepless.
A year has passed since the "She's Strychnine" (incident), I've swallowed it and survived (apparently).
And now, due to it's nature, history repeats itself, she's gone...

Her, the knife that brought an edge to my life.
Remember when you use to cry out of pleasure when we made love?

Tell me! How could you take Solaris away from me? How?
Why the fuck did you have to go and put us through this?
Pound my dreams into dust. Did I truly deserve this? Am I that repulsive?

Take away all that I had that was pure and true and give it to an insignificant piece of shit?
How can I possibly have faith for a better future now, you fucking life-ruining bitch.
And still you're trying to play as if you had done nothing wrong.
If only I could erase everything we've lived together.
No, instead I'm condemned to love you still.

...this is useless...
I could go on forever...

...you are useless...
I will go on forever

(...a song is but a fragile moment crystallized in pain and a weak reflection of what the future might actually holds)

Ion Dissonance - Letras

• 101101110110001
• A Prelude Of Things Worst To Come
• A Regular Dose Of Azure
• After Everything That's Happened, What Did You Expect
• Binary Part II
• Can Someone Please Explain This To Me?
• Cleansed By Silence
• Disaster In Sight
• Failure In The Process Of Identifying A Dream
• Kneel
• Lecturing Raskolnikov (Or How To Properly Stab An Old Widow)
• Nil :: Solaris
• No Care Ever
• O.A.S.D
• Oceanic Motion
• Of Me... Nobody Is Safe
• Play Dead And I'll Play Along
• Scorn Haven
• She's Strychnine
• Shunned Redeemer
• Shut Up, I'm Trying To Worry
• Signature
• Substantial Guilt Vs. The Irony Of Enjoying
• Tarnished Trepidation
• The Bud Dwyer Effect
• The Death Of One Man Is A Tragedy, The Death Of 10,000 Is A Statistic
• The Girl Next Door Is Always Screaming
• The More Things Change The More They Stay The Same
• The Surge
• They'll Never Know
• This Feels Like The End...
• This Is Considered Mere Formality
• This Is The Last Time I Repeat Myself
• Through Evidence
• Untitled
• Void Of Conscience
• We Like To Call This One...Fuck Off
• You People Are Messed Up
• You're Not Carving Deep Enough